3rd Year Reunion

Untuk kali ke 3, aku dan kawan² aku yang lain buat reunion. betul kata aini, kawan² 14 aku tak pernah lupa pasal reunion bukak puasa sama². this time, it happened again! kali ni 12 orang berbuka puasa di SiaNara Restaurant. Director of the programme was Nani.
Walaupun yana, remy, mamek, cha, sara dan mila tak dapat datang, tapi kemeriahan tu tetap ada. mungkin ini kali terakhir kami reunion utk title 'bujang' since hujung tahun ni nani, naem, mila, dan yana akan mengakhiri zaman dara masing². tapi harapan aku, tahun² akan datang tetap ada reunion cuma berbeza keadaan yang mana masing² akan bawa keluarga masing².
Bangga dapat kawan² seumpama mereka. ketika suka atau duka, mereka senantiasa ada. berkongsi pelbagai rasa walaupun kadang² ada juga yang terasa hati. tapi kami tetap baik seumpama sengketa itu berlalu pergi bersama dengan persahabatan erat yang terjalin.
Pelbagai cerita dibincangkan masa buka puasa hari tu, ieta dengan kerjaya cikgu,wawa yang dah pindah rumah, majlis kahwin naem yang bakal menjelang tiba, dan kenduri yana dan mila pada hari yang sama. Pasal kenduri mila dan yana, terpaksa lah bahagi kawan² untuk ke2-2 kenduri ni since 1 kenduri di Sg Petani dan 1 lagi di Kelantan.
Dalam rancak berbual, aku terfikir..yang kawan² aku ni tetap sama dari pertama kali aku kenali mereka di matric center, pj-main campus, gombak-bekerja. mereka tetap sama, bergelak ketawa, riuh rendah, dan penuh dengan lawak. aku sedar walaupun dunia berubah, masing² punya kerjaya masing², kami tetap sama.ikatan persahabatan kami tetap utuh.
sekali lagi aku bersyukur punya kawan² yang sebegitu akrab. terima kasih Tuhan kerana telah mempertemui aku dengan mereka.

Schizophrenia Part II

lagi pasal smlm..i am very stunned and frustrated by the email so i forwarded to one of my best kakak. she's likes my sister because she always comfort me when i felt sad. then i received her email by saying this;

'Assalamualaikum, Dear My little Sister Raudzah, Don't worry too much ya..Everything that had happened sometime is beyond our control especially when dealing with people's attitude.

"For everything there is a season;And a time for every matter under heaven;A time to be born, and a time to die;A time to plant, and a time to pluck up what is planted;A time to break down, and a time to build up;A time to weep, and a time to laugh; A time to embrace, and a time to refrain from embracing; A time to seek, and a time to lose;A time to keep, and a time to throw away;A time to love, and a time to hate;A time for war, and a time for peace"

The road of life is seldom a smooth one, its dotted with speed bumps, potholes and numerous detours. While it is easy to lose your way traveling along such a road, you need not despair. Please do not give up in any difficulties. No great thing is created suddenly any more than a bunch of grapes. Patience is one of the best and most valuable virtues of life.

Wassalam,

Sincerely yours,

Kak Mas.'

i am very touching with her email. she always beside me and support me. in fact, her words really inspire me.

also, i forwarded the 'avakadabra' email to my closest kakak since we are in the same group since 1st sem we are in UiTM. she called me last night and she was telling me 'be a strong girl, masuk telinga kanan keluar telinga kiri la, jangan hilang focus'..this morning, when i opened my mailbox, i've found her email;

'Raudzah,
Budak ni tulis ikut perasaan, buat tak reti je. memeang teruk dia hentam awak. Anyway, tinggal lagi i-2 minggu je. Sabarlah yea,,, ikut je rentak diaorg.jgn pening kepala nanti awak yang susah. Org2 macam ni otaknye ada tak betul sikit, ada yang short kot... Jgn risaulah ada hikmah di sebaliknya. Anyway, the way she presented her opinion macam anak2 sekolah rendah. May be she's not mature yet. Dah lah buat tak kisah je. Anyway... jgn sedih2 and good luck.
Bye'

after i finished reading these email, i felt so relief and i found my SPIRIT back! thanks kak. i am very lucky to have kakak like them whom are understand how my works.

thanks kakak.

To Allah, permudahkanlah segala urusanku.

Schizophrenia Part I

sem iv will be ended on 22.10, however, i need to submit my assignment on 15.10 (submit awal for any changes boleh buat lain and final submission will be on 22.10). dah 3 minggu aku tidur awal pagi (orang lain bangun tidur nak sahur aku baru nak tidur, tapi aku tetap tak sahur gak). tapi itu bukan kisah yang aku nak cerita. tapi pasal groupmate aku utk subject yang aku ambik (multimedia technology).

untuk kelas ni aku kena buat 1 multimedia project by GROUP. so aku ada join ngan 2 org 'kak' (since they are married). tak pernah kenal dorang ni..inilah kali pertama aku kenal dengan kakak tu. kelas tu mmg ok since lecturer aku tak fussy sgt.

at first, aku ngan groupmates aku ok..but towards the end, project tu masih tak siap. but one of them dapat 1 project dari kawannya dari UKM buat benda yg sama and we are planning to use their project. tapi we found a problem where source code benda alah tu tak bleh nak baca and we cannot edit the program.

then, kak tu sent me an email telling me that ada sorang budak tu nak buat project tu utk kami semua just WITHIN 1 WEEK. she asked me an opinion, and i gave her my opinion. i just said 'kita kesuntukan masa. nak kena cari bahan ambik masa and nak buat benda tu pun ambik masa, report kena submit. sempat ka? or kita nak ambik saja project kawan kak tu but kena crack la source code tu'

however, i am very frustrated when the kakak replied my email by saying this:

'excuse me.. senang nye awak tanya gitu yea?? awak pun nape tak cari org klu awak takleh buat.. awak nak suruh budak tu buat sume?? pls lh,, budak tu tak psl2 susah diri tolong kite tau.. dia tak mintak pape pun.. dahlh time2 nak raye ni.. org tgh sibuk nak raye,, kite mintak tolong dia buat keje kite lak.. pk lh,, tak semestinye kite kene anta 1510 ni.. at least klu budak tu dpt siapkn minggu ni.. boleh lah, buat rpt minggu depan.. tolonglah.. at least, saya ada inisiatif saya mcmane nak solve problem ni?? awak?? kenape baru skrg awak nak sedar yg kite ade bbrp hari je lg.. before ni awak tak kira ke?? ade awak bincang pape ng kitorg.. awak jgn ingat saya ng k fizah tak buat pape psl projek ni.. actually, kitorg dah cari source before ni lg.. awak tu aje yg kitorg tak tau pape.. skrg ni,, awak senang2 plak cakap mcm ni.. kite ni satu group tau.. so, sama2 kene pk.. jgn nak harap org lain je.. awak ng kitorg satu level je tau.. sorry to say lah.. awak ni sbnrnye buat diri awak tu mcm boss plak kat kitorg ni.. pls, nobody boss here.. we all have our own responsibility.. everything must have solution to solve the problem.. maybe awak tak berniat,, tp cara awak.. Then, saya ng k fizah dah decide amik yg budak ni buat.. terpulang ng awak nak joint atau tak?? klu hasil tak menepati citarasa pun.. kitorng amik je,, klu tak jadi amik pun,, rasenye mmg nak bayar skit kat budak ni.. so, terpulang lah,, sempat tak sempat pun mmg awak kene buat storyboard tu, sy ng k fizah buat presentation slide.. klu awak nak tarik diri, info awal2.. nnt sy nak arrange keje ng k fizah lak.. anyway, sorry, just want to let u know our internal problem.. thanks..'

it has been almost 2 years saya study kat UiTM and i NEVER face this kind of problem with my groupmates. tapi this year, memang catat sejarah la.for me, her email was too harsh for me. tapi sebab bulan puasa i dont want to make any trouble and i just replied to her;

'kalo mcm tu kata kak.. saya ikut jer. saya akan buat story board tu..15.10 saya submit. mcm mana nak submit kat budak nak buat tu? dia nak tahu kiter nyer story board mcm mana? since saya buat hardcopy.so, kita keep on doing tourism montage ya. ok..i'll proceed with i have now. this weekend saya bgi. im really sorry for being troublesome person for you gurls. let's work as a team.im really sorry, kak.thanks for your sincere advise. i am really appreciate that.'

frustrated, tensed, disspointed semua ada. tapi aku tahu time mcm ni i dont have time to think about them. i just want to focus on my individual assessments. LIFE is GOES ON and i always believe that I AM IN THE STAGE OF LEARNING.

Iftar Jamaie

baru dok bayang² pasal iftar ramadhan. sekali dapat call la dari my cousins ajak bukak puasa ramai²..yang best tu ditanggung sepenuhnya..teringin gak tau makan kat mana.sekali my cousin jawab tempat biasa 'SALOMA BISTRO!'. (nasib baik bukan kat BORA OMBAK, AMPANG yng makanan tak sedap tapi MAHAL!)

yei!!!jimat duit nak bukak puasa hari ni..dah terbayang dah nak makan apa buka puasa hari ni..panjangkan la umur mereka yang memberi orang yang berpuasa macam aku ni makan.ameeen.

(p/s: terbayang dah lauk pauk yg sedap²..asam pedas bujang lapuk..etc)

cepat skit kul 7.08 pm ni.

Zamanul Iftar

blog ni dah lama tak update gara² sibuk dengan assignment yg bertimbun-timbun. plak tu dah nak habis semester.lagi la banyak assignment nak kena submit.

dari dok tunggu masa nak bukak puasa.jari ni sibuk nak browse web makanan yang sedap² biasa la..so jumpa la benda yang sedap ni.bukan apa, buat ubat penenang sambil nak tunggu time bukak puasa sampai.

YUMMY!!!