Marhaban Ya Ramadhan

Marhaban Ramadhan! Ramadhan tiba lagi. For all muslims, selamat berpesta ibadah bukan berpesta makanan.

terima kasih Allah for giving me a chance to fast in Ramadhan.

To all my friends, selamat menyambut bulan Ramadhan.

Ramadhan Al Mubarak!

I am Explaining Few Things

Since there are few people from my previous company found my blog, and few of them felt bitter from my blog . Therefore, I want to dedicate this entry for them.

I would like to take this opportunity to say sorry to all my friends in PMO since they didn’t know what is the exactly reason I went out from the company until someone found my 'diaries' and forwarded to selected staff.

To be frank, I didn’t mean to lie and hurt them. But, it is a promise, where I won’t tell anybody about my resignation except only for selected people.

I am very grateful to Allah because He made me to meet these wonderful people@teammates@friends. I’m telling you guys..they are a very good people and you wont be ever regret to know them!

To Nurul Huda Md Radzi, I am very sorry. Nonetheless, I am very honor to have you as a friend and I am very thankful on what you’ve done to me especially to be my good advisor! I do hope that you could understand what I’ve done to you. Thanks for your frankness. Totally, it is no hurt feeling at all because you are telling me the right thing. Forever Friend, k!

K Nora @ Norrasidah Ismail, thank you for being such a wonderful project manager@kakak. You’d taught me a lot about what LIFE it is and your lessons are very beneficial for me.

To Mahessan, you such the ‘goodest’ (cipta perkataan baru) deskmate la bro! Miss to listen you ‘khutbah’. Sorry, I didn’t turn up during your wedding day. Congratulations, anyway.

Finally, it was priceless experience working in this company. I am proud to have a chance to work with PMO teams and to have friend like you. However, I have to go because I looking for my future enhancement and I know all of you are waiting the right time to chaw like me too. I am sorry for not telling you the truth. Good luck for your future endeavor!

Anger Management

ni la yang aku rasa bila kerja dengan hamba Allah yang rasa diri dia sorang yang pandai dan bagus! mmg la dia pandai dan bagus..PANDAI DAN BAGUS DALAM MEMBODEK!

Saddeny Khalas

Believe me, that's it
from all the people
i loved you and chose you for myself
as long as I'm with you
there is an angel in front of me
you made me not blink
oh god!
the sweetest words are in your eyes

come close to me slowly
my heart and your heart will meet
you filled my life
this is the love no one has ever tasted
come close to me slowly
as close as you can
you filled my life
as if you had been created for me

you're the most delicate
there's a feeling is in your eyes
that carries me along and makes me forget the world
hold me in your arms
if i am precious to you
don't waste any second
oh god!
the sweetest words are in your eyes

my love…
i need you to stay by my side
my love...

hari ni saya dapat lagu arab da..terima kasih sebab susah² bagi lagu ni untuk saya (tak susah pun, cari dalam internet ada), tapi usaha dia mencari terjemahan lagu ini utk saya amat saya hargai. terima kasih! reading to these lyrics remind me on what my mom always say about arabic songs. mak saya cakap lagu arab ni, bahasa dia lagi lentok(mak saya tak cakap la lentok, but other words la..tapi dah tak ingat dah)...hahahhaha..

Happy Birthday to a Special Friend

It is your birthday
and on this day
I want you to know that
you are a very
special person
who has touched and warmed
many lives
including mine
I also want you to know
how much I appreciate you in my whole life
A very Happy Birthday to You

sorry i dont have any special present for you since you are staying far from me kan..tapi saya masih ingat g mana kamu terlalu mengagumi tagore dan kamu adalah manusia yang pertama yang mengajak aku mengenali karya² agung dia. thank you!so i just paste one of your favorite poet's book in my blog.hoping that you can read the book VIRTUALLY! ye la tu..anyway, Happy Birthday!

Aku Mahu Kau Tahu

Lekuk indah hadirkan pesona
Kemuliaan bagi yang memandang
Setiamu simbol keanggunan
Khas perawan yang kau miliki
Akulah pengagum ragamu
Tak ingin ku menyakitimu
Lindungi dari sengat dunia yang mengancam
Nodai…sucinya lahirmu

Karena wanita ingin dimengerti
Lewat tutur lembut dan laku agung
Karena wanita ingin dimengerti
Manjakan dia…dengan kasih sayang

Ingin kuajak engkau menari
Bermandi hangat cahaya bulan
Sebagai tanda kebahagiaan
Dari semesta…cinta kita

Bintang terang itulah dirimu
Janganlah redup dan mati
Aku dibelakangmu memeluk
Dan…menjagamu

I have telling him to listen this song several times, hoping that he will understand what am I looking from him. Tapi aku tak tahu la, dia ni..ada ka bagi komen the singer nyanyi sengau la, apa la..aiyak..i don’t want to listen to your comment and I even don’t want to know about the singer ka apa..i just want YOU TO UNDERSTAND WHAT IS THE SONG MEANT! geram tau!

you're my friend and that is true,
we went through moments that were good and bad,
even moments that were happy and sad,
you supported me when i was in tears (aku kan suka menangis),
we stuck together when we were in fear (kita 2-2 takut tengok cerita seram),

miles away cant keep us apart (even awak dah nak jadi isteri orang),
'cause you'll always be in my heart, ALWAYS, nani!

p/s: Happy Birthday, Noorhanani Shahbani!

The Only Heritage

Disini lahirnya sebuah cinta
Yang murni abadi sejati
Disini tersemai cita cita
Bercambah menjadi warisan


Andai ku terbuang tak diterima
Andai aku disingkirkan
Kemana harusku bawakan
Kemana harusku semaikan cinta ini


Betapa
Dibumi ini ku melangkah
Keutara selatan timur dan barat
Ku jejaki

Aku
Bukanlah seorang perwira
Gagah menjunjung senjata
Namun hati rela berjuang
Walau dengan cara sendiri
Demi cinta ini

Ku ingin kotakan seribu janji
Sepanjang kedewasaan ini
Ku ingin sampaikan pesanan
Aku lah penyambung warisan

maaf, aku tak bisa bertoleransi dalam hal agama. dikatakan punya minda yang tertutup, kolot, dan anti-sosial bukan menjadi masalah buatku, KERNA AKU TETAP DENGAN SUMPAHKU BAHAWA HAL AGAMA YANG TELAH JELAS HARAMNYA TAKKAN DITOLERANSI!

How Tense I Am??

sakit hati, jiwa semua ada bila tinggal atau bekerja dengan manusia² yang selalu anggap mereka yang paling baik dijadikan Tuhan. tolong la ye..Tuhan ada kata..kejadian manusia itu ada sebaik baik ciptaan. cuma PERANGAI jer yang bezakan manusia tu as monkeys ka pigs ka stingrays ka donkeys or what so ever la!

recently, aku ada masalah ngan budak rumah aku yang sungguh² la monkeys yang baru terlepas dari hutan AMAZON.

lepas tu bila masuk bab kerja kali ni ok pulak, ku sangka panas hingga ke petang rupanya hujan di tengahari! ada la pulak Project Manager yang dari Kerani tetiba lompat terus jadi Project Manager dek kerana aura BODEK dia tahap DEWA buat hal la pulak. tolong la ya. jangan simply judge seseorang tu BODOH or tak tahu apa² even orang tu orang baru. fikir logik la, orang tu takkan pandai² buat sesuatu kerja tu tanpa arahan dari superior dia since she know that she is still in PROBATION PERIOD! sekarang ni sapa yang BODOH, TOLOL, BANGANG, MANGKUK TINGKAT dan sekawasan dengannya??

habis pahala aku di hari Nisfu Syaaban! patut aku makan jer ubat tu sampai jadi mcm Dr Sara (prison break).

tension la kerja ngan orang yang anggap orang kat sekeliling dia ni semuanya BODOH BANGANG!